Toward De/Postcolonial Autoethnography: Critical Relationality With the Academic Second Persona
In: Cultural studies - critical methodologies, Band 18, Heft 1, S. 32-42
ISSN: 1552-356X
Doing autoethnography simultaneously empowers and colonizes me, my lived experiences, my sense-making, my writing, and my sense of being. I find my heart feeling energized and displaced. In this essay, I engage this feeling critically with hope to further theorize autoethnography as a de/postcolonial research practice for me. With this goal in mind, I discuss the academic second persona and its potential colonial implications on the "auto," the "ethno," and the "graphy" of autoethnography while these three components are inseparable in an act of doing autoethnography. This essay addresses the critical relationships between autoethnographers and the academic second persona while envisioning and laboring toward de/postcolonial autoethnography. Autoethnographers work with/within/against those relationships. Becoming a de/postcolonial autoethnographer does not signify the complete departure from the relationality. It marks a pledge or commitment for our continuous self-reflexive labor to interrogate, become more aware of, and possibly challenge the relationality through which we became and continue to become autoethnographers in our academic culture and everyday living.